Thank You

第一次是小組的reading，讀到上帝是我們的朋友，而我們不是上帝的僕人，例子是摩西及大衛。

第二次是跟教會的傳道人食飯，他跟我分享他神學院的老師的經歷，他將要去加拿大，他問神，神想他在加拿大做什麼。神反問他，其實你想做什麼呀？他說了一堆。神說，幾好丫，咪做囉。

第三次，是星期天在台南的教會。牧師正正說了reading的同一個信息，對啊，我們是上帝的朋友，朋友是重視關係。If it matters to you, it matters to Him. 神在意我們的想法及意見，衪亦會因為我們的想法及意見而影響衪的決定。重要的是，我們向神求能力，及找到我們想在這個世界造的改變。

感謝主沒有放棄與我說話。當衪想要跟我說話，衪會確保我是知道、聽到的。三次，都是同一個信息。當我問完又問問完又問地問神，究竟我下一年的方向是什麼。神反問我，梁燕鳴，你喜歡什麼呢？你想要什麼呢？

Thank you God. You are so great.

Pandora's Box

一切源自《被偷走的那五年》。

上星期五是中秋節的假期，跟友人去看早埸。已經很久很久沒有看過早埸，事前也沒有看過其他人對《被偷走的那五年》的感想，所以沒有預料到原來是一個極悲慘的結局，以致也被負面的情緒影響了一整天。但看完之後，我愛上了張孝全。
　
所以，整個週末都是在圍著他轉。看了《女朋友。男朋友》，看到完後又覺得桂綸鎂真的很棒，所以又看了桂綸鎂的出道作品《藍色大門》。

其實看完《被偷走的那五年》及《女朋友。男朋友》後，我以為張孝全在鏡頭裡就只是那個樣子，一副呆呆的、傻傻的樣子。但是瘋狂地在四天內看完《醉後決定愛上你》，卻發覺其實他是一個不錯的演員。

更令我喜歡他的是，他是一個真心的人。看到他在訪問中，被問到有沒有女朋友呀，或是在《醉後》有沒有跟楊丞琳過電，他都沒有說謊的把真實答覆說了出來，面帶一點點害羞。他應該是一個不懂得說謊的男人吧。

看了《醉後》，也對楊丞琳改觀了。從前，我以為她總是裝可愛，但事實上，她真的是一個可愛的女生。

: ) 加油啊丞琳及全哥！

Picking Up Writing Once Again

I hope that I can pick up writing once again because the following two years are going to be precious. I want to record more as I am going to be preparing for going to Canada next year with a Working Holiday visa. That's the plan so far if God don't close the door. I am indeed very excited about living in Vancouver. I can start cooking again. I also want to explore sewing. Maybe this can be my little business, selling pencil bags, make-up bags and cute things like those. I can blog all these and maybe one day I will be a column writer (definitely thinking too far), HA! 

Today is Mid-Autumn Festival and I am going to have a long weekend! Happy Mid-Autumn Festival, everyone! Ciao. 

xoxo

面部疆硬

這幾天嘗試看回自己以前寫的BLOG，然後發覺，自己好像也沒有什麼變過，有一些想法還是很像，有一些問題還是自己常會思考的。

這幾個月在工作的環境，自己還是比較自我保護，盡量不太REVEAL自己的感受及自己的事。有時候，別人的一些行為，自己還是不太清楚他們的動機是什麼。

Watched One Day today and this blog is a good one: http://blog.udn.com/cinema/5587037

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tv3E7DhitRU
God You love me so much. Please grant me a humble heart and patience. Please grant me love so that I know how to love people. Life is a pain some time, but please let me see the beauty in it so that I can enjoy what You planned for me. Please give me strength to walk this path.

It has been a long time...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzLRyZMKbb0

Listening to Kari Jobe's "What Love is This" tears me up. Remembering what Pastor Yeung said this Sunday about spending 15 minutes every day to talk to God, I feel a bit ashamed because I clearly know the importance of this but I haven't done it for a long time. Instead, I spent time thinking about my own unnecessary trouble every day.

There has been so much to think about these days. I wonder why people of the same age can be of so different maturity. Is it because of the environment that one grows up with? But my brother said it is self-reflection and introspection that makes people grow up. Maybe it makes sense... because all my friends who seem to be more mature tend to think a lot. Then, my ultimate question would be: were some people just born to think a little more than others?

Looking at J and others in the cell group yesterday, I could sense the unspoken differences among them. To me, they seem to belong to different worlds, which was also felt by J. I then couldn't stop thinking about myself in the past. Did I belong to the protected world that merely cared about studying or the one that could see a little more of the world? If I could choose, I would choose the one with a little more exposure and less protection. The thing is I also don't know what I can do. I also wonder why he has such maturity at his age. I wonder if he will be happy in that group. But maybe I should let him go and grow up himself, right?