這幾天嘗試看回自己以前寫的BLOG，然後發覺，自己好像也沒有什麼變過，有一些想法還是很像，有一些問題還是自己常會思考的。
這幾個月在工作的環境，自己還是比較自我保護，盡量不太REVEAL自己的感受及自己的事。有時候，別人的一些行為，自己還是不太清楚他們的動機是什麼。
Watched One Day today and this blog is a good one: http://blog.udn.com/cinema/5587037
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tv3E7DhitRU
God You love me so much. Please grant me a humble heart and patience. Please grant me love so that I know how to love people. Life is a pain some time, but please let me see the beauty in it so that I can enjoy what You planned for me. Please give me strength to walk this path.
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Monday, March 18, 2013
It has been a long time...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzLRyZMKbb0
Listening to Kari Jobe's "What Love is This" tears me up. Remembering what Pastor Yeung said this Sunday about spending 15 minutes every day to talk to God, I feel a bit ashamed because I clearly know the importance of this but I haven't done it for a long time. Instead, I spent time thinking about my own unnecessary trouble every day.
There has been so much to think about these days. I wonder why people of the same age can be of so different maturity. Is it because of the environment that one grows up with? But my brother said it is self-reflection and introspection that makes people grow up. Maybe it makes sense... because all my friends who seem to be more mature tend to think a lot. Then, my ultimate question would be: were some people just born to think a little more than others?
Looking at J and others in the cell group yesterday, I could sense the unspoken differences among them. To me, they seem to belong to different worlds, which was also felt by J. I then couldn't stop thinking about myself in the past. Did I belong to the protected world that merely cared about studying or the one that could see a little more of the world? If I could choose, I would choose the one with a little more exposure and less protection. The thing is I also don't know what I can do. I also wonder why he has such maturity at his age. I wonder if he will be happy in that group. But maybe I should let him go and grow up himself, right?
Listening to Kari Jobe's "What Love is This" tears me up. Remembering what Pastor Yeung said this Sunday about spending 15 minutes every day to talk to God, I feel a bit ashamed because I clearly know the importance of this but I haven't done it for a long time. Instead, I spent time thinking about my own unnecessary trouble every day.
There has been so much to think about these days. I wonder why people of the same age can be of so different maturity. Is it because of the environment that one grows up with? But my brother said it is self-reflection and introspection that makes people grow up. Maybe it makes sense... because all my friends who seem to be more mature tend to think a lot. Then, my ultimate question would be: were some people just born to think a little more than others?
Looking at J and others in the cell group yesterday, I could sense the unspoken differences among them. To me, they seem to belong to different worlds, which was also felt by J. I then couldn't stop thinking about myself in the past. Did I belong to the protected world that merely cared about studying or the one that could see a little more of the world? If I could choose, I would choose the one with a little more exposure and less protection. The thing is I also don't know what I can do. I also wonder why he has such maturity at his age. I wonder if he will be happy in that group. But maybe I should let him go and grow up himself, right?
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