Thursday, January 30, 2014

End of the Year of the Snake

It feels surreal that I am sitting at home at 5pm writing this blog leisurely. It feels strange that I can have today and tomorrow off thinking about and doing nothing. I do desperately want to improve my writing though, in both Chinese and English. Hope reading will help! :)

Make a wish in the Year of the Horse!  Hope I can be healthier and healthier! :D

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

The Roller Coaster has Officially Begun

I've never thought Canada is such a popular destination for Working Holiday. I thought I could even apply for it in April or June honestly. And now I applied 5 days after the application had opened and I am on the waiting list. Frankly, I didn't even believe my eyes when it says remaining quota is "waiting list" on the website. 

Anyway, the Holy Spirit has been telling me that God has a plan. And in fact, He does. He has the best plan for me and this is also what people around me have been telling me tonight. Though I clearly acknowledge this truth and part of me truly feel this way, I still can't help feeling a bit blue and lost. My mind starts to formulate a lot of plans here and there, like I can work for Celia for a few months or simply do something for a few months and then apply again in 2015. I know all these formulations come from my lack of faith in Christ. And I should abandon all these thoughts. 

Invite you to join this journey with me by praying with me for the road ahead. May God use me to serve Him and everyone He loves!  

Thursday, January 2, 2014

Be true to yourself

I figured if I don't get this out of my mind, I won't be able to work so I better finish this quickly and storm all the work I have.

I have been back to HK from Cambodia for 3 days. Every day, some memories of Cambodia pop up in my mind. I am always stroke by how powerful some memories can be. I guess it shows that I was really happy and relaxed at that moment. I fear that some day somehow I will forget all those memories and I sincerely hope this will not happen.

After the "unforgettable night", I just want to be genuine to everyone, be true to myself, and not to let any boundaries restrict me in 2014. Smile, love, and play.

To a special friend who touched my heart, may we continue our friendship and be even closer friends who share ups and downs in life. I will miss you always, at least in this month. Ha!