五年前﹐從沒有想過一個小小的決定﹐改變了我的一生。21年的生命﹐有四份一變了在8000miles遠的美國渡過。
三年前﹐沒有想過一個不滿意的結果﹐造就了今天的我。在UR的兩年半﹐可以說是多采多姿﹐是建立自信的重要時段。
一年前﹐沒有想過一個本著玩玩看的心﹐改變了我留學的目的地﹐令我學習第四個語言。
同樣﹐今天去Cambodia﹐也是不能預計的。又或者﹐謝楚宜的退出、加費等等是不能預計的。但我希望我在這三個星期的體驗、感受、友誼﹐也是不能預計的豐富。
昨天的GIG說到…我們舒舒服服的坐在有暖氣的房間裡﹐不用憂慮每天食的喝的。那一邊廂﹐兒童被抓去人口賣買。我知道…我們不能只坐在這裡高談闊論我們想做什麼。
是時候﹐作出行動﹐做你真正想做的事。你手所作的影響﹐是你不能預計的。
YOU NEVER LET GO LYRICS - MATT REDMANEven though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
Your perfect love is casting out fear
And even when I'm caught in the middle of the storms of this life
I won't turn back
I know you are near
And I will fear no evil
For my God is with me
And if my God is with me
Whom then shall I fear?
Whom then shall I fear?
(Chorus:)
Oh no, You never let go
Through the calm and through the storm
Oh no, You never let go
In every high and every low
Oh no, You never let go
Lord, You never let go of me
And I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
A glorious light beyond all compare
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
We'll live to know You here on the earth
(Chorus)
Yes, I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
Still I will praise You, still I will praise You
不能預計
ReplyDelete對，事情實在有太多變數
今天我考完政府Administrative Officer(AO)/Executive Officer(EO)試，發覺我真係幾鍾意。考試分兩題,一中一英。英文那題is a case study about a certain policy. We are required to draft a discussion paper on the 1)problems of the policy, 2) suggested solutions and 3) our recommendations. 寫過PLD既proposal，我覺得我諗野同寫野都快咗。我估如果我最好考唔到AO/EO，我都會幾唔開心。
想入政府做，是我之前從沒想過。
入HYS/HKU，又係無諗過。陪人考HYS，最後我入到個FRIEND入唔到。而HYS改變咗我一生，因為我係呢度識咗顏老師仲有你地。
小學個陣其實我好串同貪玩，成日幫人出頭。(I guess no one can imagine ho i behaved in the past).唔係壞學生個隻，只係有D似Moses幫人殺咗D害人既埃及人。入咗HYS，咩自信都無哂:英文唔好，運動唔好，音樂無學過。
入HKU，一開始都無咩自信，不過慢慢我在這裡建立了自信，因為我真係見到自己既進步。加上有一些tutor的鼓勵，我細個既性格開始慢慢浮返出黎。其實，可能我唔係真係S (DISC)。
我都唔知想講咩，不過，我覺得生命係神手中真係好得意。當我們與神和好，搵返自己，生命是可以活得很豐盛同美麗。見住我地班shalom shammah既成長，只能讚美神的作為。希望神繼續使用HYS，拯救更多師妹的生命。