Yesterday, I was in a total dreary mood. That was also why I decided to write an entry in Japanese. As much as I did not want to admit or did not realize, there are still some things that I still haven't let go. As a matter of fact, when the pastor talked about wounds on Sunday, I immediately thought of those things. At the same time, I also thought of the scene in Cambodia when Ah Man, Michelle, Dony, and I were on the broken bridge. Lying on the bridge, Ah Man was lifting up his arm with his palms open. I did the same thing and it felt like I was letting go something, letting the wind blow them to wherever they were meant to be. I guess deep inside, I still care about the unfulfilled promises or the unexplained situation. But anyhow, I know that I need to let go and let the passage of time heal my wound.
Though classes are as relaxing as usual, I did some improvements today. In the Spoken Japanese class, the teacher has a policy that if you use the pattern listed on the board or if you show good communication skills, you will have a chocolate. And I got a chocolate today! :-) Hehehehehe. Also, I feel so excited reading about Japanese history. I guess it is a rather special feeling when you are in a foreign country but can actually see and feel the history behind. On top of that, since the reading is really not hard at all, it adds the fun.
It feels so good and better to give than to receive. This is what I have been feeling today.
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